Doing the Day to Day

It's been few weeks since my last post here, and things are really going just day to day and week to week. Cecil's health continues to ebb and flow, as he seems better for a few days and then back down and sickly the next week or so. It is hard to deal with and without keeping some type of hope and faith alive, it would be devastating. The first five years of his illness after diagnoses was incredibly hard, but we managed. Then the next five years seemed to level out, but this last four years has been a huge challenge as his doctors and specialists work to try and keep him alive and we work to keep our relationship alive, and I work to keep my sanity in an insane situation. My heart breaks for those who are suffering and as suffering is a natural part of life as well as death, we all know someone who has or will be in this situation. It would not matter if we were extremely wealthy, had a lovely family to help support us emotionally or had all the support in the world. The fact of the matter is, sickness just continues to ravage, and we just have to learn to deal with it. Wishing you peace and love and light. May God Bless all those who are suffering.